Friday, October 13, 2006

‘Aadhaige doctarun’

In a few months’ time I will become a doctor and will go home after what has seemed like an eternity in Nepal. It will be one of my biggest achievements, as it is for any person who becomes a doctor. Training to become a doctor is tough. The amount of theoretical detail you have to know is enormous. The practical skill you need to acquire is demanding and challenging, more so because you are dealing with a human being. The social interactions you encounter, while mostly pleasant can be emotionally taxing at times. The burden of carrying the knowledge that your actions or inactions can have life changing impacts on people’s lives can only be understood by a doctor. To become a doctor is one of the noblest and selfless things you can do. And there is certainly nothing ordinary about it.

So why is that I will be labeled an ‘aadhaige doctor’ once I go home? Does any one hear a talk of ‘aadhaige lawyerun’ or ‘aadhaige teacherun’ or ‘addhaige engineerun’? Hardly ever. After all the hard work you put in, all you get to be is ‘aadhaige (ordinary)?’ Here is a dictionary definition of ‘ordinary’:

Ordinary:
·Not exceptional in any way especially in quality or ability or size or degree;
·Lacking special distinction, rank, or status

With all the knowledge and skill you have acquired, it almost makes you cry. The word ‘aadhaige’ in Dhivehi is used, for the most part, in this context to mean that you are ‘not specialized’. For a lack of a word for ‘specialist’ people have opted to use ‘aadhiage’ to differentiate the specialists from non-specialists doctors. As it is, the word is harmless and quite innocent if you don’t read too much into it.

And it may not be as upsetting if the public did not take the meaning of the word ‘aadhaige /ordinary’ to heart literally.

But words do convey meaning and if one examines the current doctor-patient relationships in Male’, the effect it has had on the general outlook regarding doctors is obvious-that a doctor cannot be trusted or knows little if he/she is not specialized. The public has to come to know that to become a specialist you first need to get an MBBS degree and that each specialist used to be an MBBS doctor.

The adoption of the word ‘aadahige’ and its effect on the doctor-patient relationship is as important as the reasons for the existing contempt for the health care system and its resulting failure to establish a healthy and productive relationship between the patient and the doctor. (This I will discuss later on)

Monday, October 09, 2006

Off topic

Here is a thought- will people be good when they go to heaven?

We are told that only those good among us will get to heaven. But only a few among those are good for the sake of being good. Majority are good only because they dont want to burn in hell for eternity. So once such 'good' people go to heaven and start doing whatever they wish because they can, will there be any order? Without the threat of the hell fire, is there any point of codes of moral conduct? Won't there be absolute chaos and anarchy?

Perhaps it will be safe to assume that no such thing would happen. But why not? As human beings we are the worst creatures to govern. Even Adam and Eve were cast out form heaven because they disobeyeyed God. Would we not be yeilding to temptations that we had resisted on earth? Would we not be feeling sooo free as to start doing each and every naughty little thing we were afraid to do?

Maybe when we go to heaven such temptations are removed from us so that we would be virtuous. We would all be wearing white robes and walking around like wise men. But once parts of my personality or characters that define me in toto are removed, does it not cease to be me? Would I , mutatis mutandis, be still me? Wont we all be akin to zombies?